and oooh.

xin confessed his love for caijing on national teevee.

isnt he sweet?

:D

but then he doesnt seem to care about her back in the palace.

Lu was the one who cared for caijing all this while and admit his mistakes all.

he is sooo sweeet.

i rather have someone to care for me than confessed his love in public but then do nuthing about it after that.

okay.i watched to many romantic movies i guess.

hahaha.

anw,in case u guys dun understand what the hell im saying,go watch princess hour!

LOLs.

***********

im wondering whether i have people who cares for me.

and actually bothers to hear all my rantings.

i lost someone who used to care for me ALOT.

i lost someone whom i used to confide in most of the time.

all because of my stupidity.

and i dun wan to repeat that mistake.

not ever again.

im not affected by what people say about me.

im not affected by what is going on around me.

im not affected by what people do to me.

i keep saying this to myself.

okay,maybe i am.

im hurt by the words.

im hurt by the way u treat me.

fullstop.

i made a mistake.

a big mistake.

song:why by summer's over.