i woke up at two today.
finally i can sleep peacefully without any weird nightmares which sometimes will come true in the end.
oh gosh.
i can't afford any more nightmares in my life.
i will usually woke up in cold sweat in the middle of the night and wishing that those will not happen in my life.

my mum just commented that i have pimples on my face.
like yeah, im having a break out.
which is bad.
probably due to stress.
urgh.

I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my wayI'd never get over you
It ain't the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it