Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella

the three Cs did cheer me up this week (chicken,cheese and cadbury chocs)
thanks to alif:)
all the stulepaking is fun.bubbletea.playground.
and my butt hurts now.
butt massage please!

BUT!
i feel so urgh right now.
feel like killing that person but at the same time want things to be normal again.
and ho,all those cheering up is not making me feel better in any way.
what the freaking hell is happening.
everything seems so shitty now.
everything and i mean everything.
from this to that and that and back to that.
blahblahblah.
can you make it worse?

i'm prone to finding out things and i hate that.
sometimes it helps but right now it doesn't.
bleargh.
it hurts.freaking majorly hurtful with all the things that you did.
if you didn't realise that.

i.don't.know.what.to.do.
help.me.
i'm.crying.
okay.shit.i'm.not.suppose.to.

i hate shitty parts of my life.
why must this be happening?
couldn't life get any better?

now i really don't trust anyone.