when u're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.

life is so unfair.
i didn't even know he's gone forever.
they should have told me one month ago.
one month ago..
the least they can do is tell me.

yeah sure, they treat it as if nothing ever happpen.
i just kept quiet and stone.
yeah whatever. mistakes should be forgiven you know.
and anyways it's all over.
i don't even know what it feels like to be beside him.
never. and will never be.
it's all too late.

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day.

some people are so desperate for attention.
and i don't know why.
i seriously don't care anymore.
all i care now is about my feelings and not others.
so don't expect me to treat you nicely after all that has been done.

bad match yesterday.
3-0
alam shah should have been there.
kinda of miss him though.

happy youth day everyone(:
date tmr with the 'clan'.