should have started running long long ago.

rumours. im so sick of all that.

and yeah, it's affecting me in every class. every lesson.

haiz. how i wish i have the courage to do something about this.

but i can't. and why don't you do something about it?

don't you feel that everybody is watching you?

don't you get sick and just feel like shouting at them to stop?

maybe it doesn't affect you cause nobody will approach you and irritate the hell out of you.

or i think im just paranoid. but i have a feeling its getting out of control.

and im starting to fall.

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im so sorry all this happen.

i didn't mean it. it all just fall apart.