When it all goes wrong,

yesterday was seriously fucking fun.

its been ages since i was so high and hyper with classmates.

haha, i don't mind getting scolded for reaching home at 12+ in the morning cause it's all worth it.

tell me have you ever had a class who is so bonded that everybody is just fine with anything that anyone says.

have you ever had classmates who will cushion your fall when you skate.

have you ever had classmates who will willingly hold your hand from one end of ecp to the rental shop just to make sure you don't fall.

have you ever had classmates who will willingly teach you how to play games.

have you ever had classmates who will wait for each other even though it takes ages.

haha, ohmy my class really rocks fucking shit ahh.

i can't imagine myself in any other class.

and i thought having guys in class will be a pain in the ass.

but it turns out to be otherwise(:

my first try at LAN gaming was seriously mega fun. haha.

i didnt know gaming could be that fun and addictive until ytd.

everyone was just having fun killing each other and making a whole lot of noise till we're tired of it.

this whole outing really drained me out.

should have seen the faces of us otw home.

everyone was so dao. haha.

im so sorry for not replying msges today.

cause i seriously have no mood to chat or whatsoever.

homeworks are piling up as usual and i have no motivation nor energy to complete all these.

i just scream at my family for making a whole lot of noise while im trying to do my work properly.

so jyeah, pardon me.

i really feel bad about it.

and yes, i think they knew about it now. but ah heck care.

it involves me but its none of my problem anw.

i think its a whole big mess. some people should just stay out of it.

i mean that person will say when that person is ready right?

shouldn't rush into things. and by telling more people abt it, it will just make things worse for me.

so please, i rather have it low profile.

i guess it's over isn't it? i mean we can never work it out.

we will forever be quarelling so what do you expect me to do?

some people are just great friends but they can never be great lovers.

i don't regret knowing you but i regret the decisions that we make.

it just ruins your life and mine.