my love for you is blind;

sometimes its weird how F will will there for me all the time when i needed someone to talk to.

no matter what, F will always be there.

all the ups and downs in my life.

and those feelings... those feelings have been there all these while.

even though we didn't really express it to each other.

i know these feelings can't hide forever.

maybe it's time to let it be known.

maybe its time to let go of the past. and not dwell on it.

its just not.... worth it.

jerks in my life.. will always be jerks.

maybe im too nice, too forgiving.

its time to let them know the real me.

im just sick and tired of being the weak one.

some things will remain in my heart but i just want to forget it somehow..

im looking forward to meeting F tmr though.

F just makes my day. always. all the time.

<3